2.4.08

What the hell happened?

thespawnofevil says : Assignments are not going well and my health is so-so. Ça ne me plaît pas. Hmmph.

Mom used to say that what i did in the past will affect my future. She always believed that some part of the past contained the best memories which cushioned the now safe and bright future.

For me, the past was filled up to the bucket of my mistakes. I literally have a graveyard of my own making, haunted by errors and filled with regrets.


" Forget the bad stuff, the unhappy stuff " u said.

No. I do not want to. I want to remember the good memories and to keep the bad, as a reminder of my stupidity.