28.4.08

Forgiveness, a word to all

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A poem called "Forgiveness Lane,” by Martha Gilbert Dickenson that i came across when i was having some problems during my college years, where stuff just hit me even tho i did not do anything, other than just being a college student who tries to give college her best shot. I may have done something, but that does not warrant ppl to be two faced backstabbers. I rather u guys come and talk to me straight to my face.Or maybe u just realise that it was a pointless, stupid and not to mention - very high schoolish? Who cares what others achieve, as long as you have done ur best? Does other people's opinions matter much? Even when it hit me, i was too lazy to care. In fact, I was more astonished than it happened than sad. How can coll-educated ppl be some lame? Jeez, i tot high school was for that. Envy, much? Or having too much free time to think about useless stuff that ultimately does not help at all?

Dun backstab and come to me if u have a problem. Do u realise how stupid was it is to say stuff behind my back, while i know abt it and than come to me and smile when u needed my help in stuff? Seriously, I think if u spend ur free time wisely, u can understand the material and for one second, stop thinking that u know all. Stop complaining that u did not get the marks u deserve.Stop talking and Do something about it. If u cant grasp the concept that no one will be interested in ur complaints, but how u rise above ur failure, ur future in life is not looking too good, my fren. Hmmph. U might think it's stupid for helping but honestly, Im just helping cuz i still treat u as a fren and i do not want a guilty conscience. No way am I gonna be on the same level as you. Karma bugs, ya know?

U may go"wtf? why is she saying something now, of all times?" Well, i need to get it off my chest and stop letting pest bugging me. i want you to think of what u have done and see if u regret it. I want u to think that is it fair to judge me when i have not dome anything that bug you. I o not think it's you or your fren's problem to begin with. And, now u go backstab my frens, whose friendship with me is tarnished. Having Fun ruining lives and being a bitch much?Be careful of all ur frens. They can see clearly what u are doing, even tho u think they cant. However, I must thank you. What u put me through made me make a decision that changed my life in a very good way. A word of advice, get a freakin life that is yours and stop comparing and whispering. Go on with ur oh-so-wonderful and full-of-drama life and leave me to my boring one.

Forgiveness lane is old as youth,
You cannot miss your way;
’T is hedged with flowering thorn forsooth where white doves fearless stray.

You must walk gently with your Love,
frail blossoms dread your feet,
And bloomy branches close above Make heaven near and sweet.

Some lovers fear the stile of pride,
And turn away in pain.
But more have kissed where white doves hide and blessed Forgiveness Lane!